Ok, so today was my 19th birthday it went well...nothing bad happened...lol. I didn't have any sort of party of course but i did get a strawberry cheesecake and some presents it was nice. I just thought I'd say that i have not fallen off the face of the earth but i have been quite busy. I should have some new pics up soon maybe my photographer will let me have them...she said she would...lol. Anyways i guess thats all for now... LuV...

-rebecca-

Ok...well i've been playing teacher...Mr Grandfather doesn't have any clue how to use computer programs, i.e. Microsoft Word. It kinna sucks because i'm the one that has been given the "computer genius" title in this family soooo that makes me the teacher. Therefore, when all the grandparents want someone to show them how to do something...guess who gets that job...and guess what i barely get thanks 4 it. I'm in the process of making instructions with words and pictures (after an already long and stressful teaching session) ... i would like to choke a few people as of right now. I don't understand why i help people when i don't get any thanks...it really SUCKS! I just with i wasn't so nice and didn't do things people asked me to do for them...i guess i dunno how to say no. But then how do you say no to a grandparent...i dunno...ok well i guess thats all i need to get back to what i was doing...peaces!!

-rebecca-

Ok Sooo i thought i'd update this journal because my last one was all sad and depressed like. Ever since this new year has started things have been going well for me...and guess what imma go for a job interview Jan 5...oh my gosh i hope i get it...its a good job with good pay!!! i'm so excited...another thing is that i went today to do the final fitting for my wedding dress and it fits PERFECT and i look like a princess...well i guess i should say queen...i'm considered an adult now. lol. anyways more good news is that i've just been letting stressful things fly right past me and when people try to insult me i just say what i need to say in a clam way and move on...im so proud of myself. i know i sound lame...lol...but its a great feeling when things are going well...i've been in this down mood for so long i just want to tell the world when things are going great! ... sooooo bear with me...lol...luv u all...

-rebecca-

ok so yeah i'm sick right now...i feel tired and my throat hurts and my ears are sensitive and my eyes are too. my stomach feels like i've got to throw up and i feel to weak to stand up. i'm not happy at all...this sucks! n the worst part is that not only am i sick but my fience is too (he got sick from his mom and i kissed him and caught it and we got sick at the same time) and hes just got a new job...and i'm trying to get a job and theres only 2 places available to work and guess what...i'm only qualified for one of them and i think that one has already been filled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not happy at all! i just wish everything would go right...but everything has to go wrong...life sucks! yes i'm ranting...no i don't care...

hello all my name is rebecca...i'm new to deviantart...i'm not the best "artist" "photographer" "writer" but i like to do it. i'm am a creative person though...ok well i guess thats all for now...bye